I have soldering today.

 My soldering iron is very useful.

 Sometimes that has my hand buring. And becoming charcoal everything.

 Table, solder, circuit board…..everything.

 It was my homework.

 But….i still not reported.

 So…i do that in vacation.

 It’s very sad me.

 When i was done?

 Today….nothing special day.

 Study, study, study.

No I can’t forget this evening
or your face as you were leaving
but I guess that’s just the way the story goes
you always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
yes it shows

No I can’t forget tomorrow
when I think of all my sorrow
when I had you there but then I let you go
and now it’s only fair that I should let you know
what you should know

I can’t live
if living is without you
I can’t live
I can’t give anymore
I can’t live
if living is without you
I can’t give
I can’t give anymore

Well I can’t forget this evening
nor your face as you were leaving
but I guess that’s just the way the story goes
you always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows
yes it shows

I can’t live
if living is without you
I can’t live
I can’t give anymore
I can’t live
if living is without you
I can’t live
I can’t give anymore
(No I cant live)
(No I cant live)
I cant live
(No I cant live)
(No I cant live)
If living is without you
i cant live without you

 Today i move into a new house.

 The houes is very small. But yong-seol and me don’t take that hard.

 But it’s so tired. after move the funiture. We also tired.

 And now…..i playing game at AM.2:00.

 It’s very shameful me. Game? it’s fucking joke.

 10 years later, 20 years later. At future me….i’m very shameful.

 Sorray man. I never game play again in weekday.

 Sorry, sorry.

 Today i go to Ye-san to meet my friend’s father.

 He is fastor. So he’s house is church.

 I’m not a christian. But today i do pray.

 I don’t beleive God(Jesus). But today im in church. so i do worsh.

 After worsh, we have a lunch.

 However, a new faces has come to church. The philippine man.

 The number of people is three. baldy man, married man, just man.

 I asking them.

 “How old are you?”

 He say,
 “Twentyfour”

 “Really?”

 I was surprise. Twentyfour? We are same age!.

 I think him looks very strong, and poweful. Not like me…

 I try to continue conversation with him. But i can’t.

 Because my vocaburlay is poor in vocabulary. So i can’t.

 ……sad.
 

Never, never, never, never give up

 Tomorrow i go to ye-san.

 And i meet the my friend’s father. but that friend wad dead. And He is a pastor.

 2 month ago, i was on the he’s foundation.

 But just at that time, i’m just say. “Thank you”.

 Just say….

 Look back upon the that time.. it was big mistake.

 I have to something to do at that time.

 But i’m not did.

 So..tomorrow i go to ye-san.

 Meet pastor, and i will say. “Sorry.”

Error is the discipline through which we advance.